Kingdom of God

I wanted to share another resource that I stumbled upon at the library that hits at this same topic of the kingdom of God being in the here and now.  The book is entitled Hullabaloo: Discovering Glory in Everyday Life, by Dr. Timothy Paul Jones.  Here’s an excerpt off of the back cover:

“At this very moment, you are encountering the Living God. You may not feel it – probably because, like most people, you’re simply trying to get through the day or maybe just the next hour—but you can’t help it nonetheless. Whatever you’re doing, you ARE encountering God because he promises he’ll be with you, guiding you at every ticking moment.”

 

Reflections on a Garden

This one is for my mom (“Hi Mom!) who may be the only person still watching to see if I write anything…it comes from a discussion at my Tuesday morning men’s group.

Journaling this morning, thinking on a friend’s mentioning of the garden in a great book entitled The Shack, the chaos in the garden that is in my messy, beautiful life.  Isn’t it interesting that we beg God to fix our lives, make us whole, change the ugliness inside of us, and make everything orderly, like perfect rows of corn.  In the book, the Holy Spirit invites the man to work alongside her in the garden, enjoying the process together, even in the hard work, the aching muscles, the stubborn roots, the rocks that have to be moved, the thorns that cut the hands.  Out of this chaos comes beauty and a sense of order that isn’t OUR definition of order, but God’s – an order that still looks chaotic, but beautiful because it takes the chaos and the imperfections and reveals a beauty that is inside of that chaos.

When I go and visit someone else’s garden, I can enjoy and appreciate it, but only on a surface level.  If I hire a landscaper to come and make me a garden at my home, I will enjoy it daily, but only to a certain level.  But when I create my own garden, working it and getting dirty in it, I come to enjoy and appreciate it even more…it has my fingerprints in it, my personality, my blood, sweat and tears.  I enjoy it at an even deeper level.

But then, what if I began to garden with a Master Gardener, who teaches me how to garden, to envision what I couldn’t see before, to bring in new plants and new designs, to use the existing dynamics of my garden in new ways…and He doesn’t just sit back barking orders, but sits down with me and digs the dirt with me, shows me and holds my hands in His grasp.  What if He explores what I enjoy and helps me create a garden that reflects that…what if I explored what He knew and discovered a whole new world in my garden.  This garden – it would go beyond all my expectations and previous understanding of gardening.  And as I walk around that garden, I would see the mistakes I made, the corrections of the Master Gardener, the nuances of this unique creation.  I would remember the laughter, the painful moments, the sad moments of plants destroyed, and the joy of new plants blooming.  I would remember where we battled the moles together and where we dreamed together.  The garden of my life would become less about me, and more about my relationship with the Master Gardener…my life would become His Masterpiece, and in it would be woven His love for me.  I believe that God wants to be our mentor…my life is greater because He is teaching me and guiding me.

As I read about the Passover and the betrayal of Christ by Judas, it hit me that Jesus gave His body and blood so that my life may bloom.  When I try to garden in my own design, my perfectly ordered rows, then I deny His design and His gift, and I miss out on what could be and the intimacy of being at His side as we garden together.  And I got to thinking, was He thinking of ME when He submitted to the Cross?  I believe with my whole heart that He did think about me specifically – deeply, intimately, and personally.

Do you believe that He thought about YOU?  Not just in general, but about you specifically, deeply, intimately, and personally at that moment?

 

From my journal today: “Exercising in God’s Word”

These three verses hit me today…

“When they had pasture, they were filled; They were filled and their heart was exalted; Therefore they forgot Me.” — Hosea 13:6

“Make a joyful shout to the Lord, all you lands! Serve the Lord with gladness; Come before His presence with singing.” — Psalm 100:1,2

“But solid food belongs to those who are full of age, that is, those who by reason of use have their senses exercised to discern both good and evil.” — Hebrews 5:14

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When God supplies all I ever need or want, do I put Him aside? How often is my god a genie-god? Do I only want stuff, happiness, and comfort?

How much of my life is spent coming to the Lord in singing, in gladness? In those moments, is it because of who He is, or because of what He’s given?

It seems the answer to both of those is changed when I move from drinking baby’s milk to solid food. In other words — spend time in His Word. As a friend shared a couple of weeks ago, just spending time in His Word, though at the moment is uneventful, produces internal change over time.

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Holy Spirit,

Thank You for moving within me, helping me make God’s Word a priority in my day. God will be exalted as His Living Word takes root, as my training equips me,  not for my purposes, but for God’s purposes and Glory.

May my days become a song to God, even when I suffer through a lack of all I need, for I would rather go hungry for food and know the Father deeply, than have all I want or need, but lose intimacy with Christ Jesus.

I am week, but God is Strong. Make my life about God’s strength, not about my weaknesses.

Amen

 

From my journal today…

¹² Sow for yourselves righteousness,
reap the fruit of unfailing love,
and break up your unplowed ground;
for it is time to seek the LORD,
until he comes
and showers righteousness on you. Hosea 10:12

²⁴ You guide me with your counsel,
and afterward you will take me into glory.

²⁵ Whom have I in heaven but you?
And earth has nothing I desire besides you. Psalm 73:24-25

¹Therefore, since the promise of entering his rest still stands, let us be careful that none of you be found to have fallen short of it. Hebrews 4:1

¹²For the word of God is living and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart.  Hebrews 4:12

¹⁶Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.  Hebrews 4:16

Poppa,

Your love is amazing; help open my heart to be a Giver of Your Grace. There is a way of living that holds loosely to this world…I yearn to let go of the things and worries and projects of this life, living instead in the freedom of Your Mercy.

What is the “unplowed ground” in my life that is not receiving Your seed? What am I desiring more than You? What busyness and self-importance am I doing that keeps me moving away from finding rest in You? Am I approaching Your throne in confidence, or shame?

How much of my life is spent pursuing the acceptance of men over the call You place on my life?

 

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